• Your history

    Between rib-kicking laughter and girlish giggling, Ellen on Sunday morning told me I really must go see the doctor about the deformity that has developed along my left hip, slightly above and behind the scar. “It sticks out like sausage in a man’s pants that has woefully lost its way,” I told her on the phone. The picture Read more

  • Moving on

    Ah, the smell of bacon frying, the hiss of it, the pop and the pain of the grease burning my flesh. Yeah. Well, it’s been a pleasant *snarl* couple of days. But they’re over. I messed up, I shouldn’t have said that — especially since it could be construed as me passing judgement and I wasn’t Read more

  • Comfort food and suicide

    Very seldom do I desire doughnuts, but today is the exception. I stopped on my way home from dropping D off at work, snagged a couple from the 7-Eleven and downed one. The second is flirting with me but I believe I shall ignore it’s provocation. I will take a walk on my lunch hour today Read more

  • Champagne and Diamonds

    I simply must get my check in the mail to ensure my spot at the Champagne and Diamonds event later this month! It will be ever-so delightful all while supporting women with breast cancer. I’ve been once before with the ladies, and I look forward to going again. Oh, maybe I shall purchase a new Read more

  • On your way

    Dez, you and your mom are on your way to live at the ranch for about four months. I’ll get to see you a couple times a month, and on the weekends I don’t get to see you I’ll work hard at getting the house fixed up. We spoiled you rotten Saturday and yesterday. You Read more

  • Save yourself

    Allison has encouraged me to create an emotional armor: a shield to protect myself when needy people come at me with selfish requests; when people with great big gaps in their lives look to me to fill in the missing pieces. I’m working on the armor, but it occurs to me that it might be Read more