At Least They're Committed

You are changed, you know? You’re never quite the same. I’ve had three major surgeries and there’s always something different about the me who comes back. I’m not sure of the extent of the altered me yet, but it struck me today that there’s a shift and it’s only now starting to manifest itself in what I feel, say and do. The old phrase “Actions speak louder than words” kept running through my mind, like stealing to the end a parable or children’s tale on facets of my existence. I’ve experienced a great deal of kindness since I’ve been back and it has made me realize that I have a lot to appreciate — more than I’d imagined. And, perhaps, the lack of action or words from those I had faith in is equally as telling and my misguided hope is no longer worth my consideration. “Actions speak louder than words.” It goes for me, too. My actions vs. what one might read into me. That would be a good one to consider.